This online memorial was created in loving memory of Gabriel carmosino, whose life story is told throughout this memorial website. Please sign Gabriel's guest book and let us know you came to visit. We will remember Gabriel forever.

I miss you so so so much daddy!!!!! Life as I knew It is gone forever.  I know you were suffering and wanted to be with your mom but I need you!!!!  I cant seem to find myself.  I know realistically life goes on but my heart wants you here with me!!!

I thought maybe this would help me.  I have already started your story but everytime I try to write it I just end up crying.  Help me daddy!!!  I cant hear your voice!!!

Daddy  it has been awhile since i worked on this site but i felt the need to talk to you.

Why wont you answer me?  I need to hear your voice so so bad!!!  I am trying to go on but it is so hard!!!  Mom keeps calling me asking if when you passed did she also loose 3 daughters?  In a way I feel that I have gone too!!!  You are a big part of who I am and now I dont know who that is.  I know you are probably yelling at me to live my life but I feel so lost!!!  I am forever trying to analyze my feelings instead of just going with them.  I have all these emotions inside of me most times I just want to scream!!!  It has been almost 5 months but it seems like yesterday I was holding your hand telling you it was okay to go but it isnt!!!!!  I have let you down!!!  I dont talk to my sisters. We have all gone our separate ways.  I am so sorry!!!!

Always thinking about you!!!!!  Not a second goes by without you on my mind and in my heart!!!!!!  It's not getting any easier like people say!!!!!  Still waiting to hear your voice!!!!!  Yesterday morning went to Tim Hortons and got a coffee. Now you no how many sugars and cream I use well when i got home and took lid off coffee was black. Just the way you drink it. Well then the tears started flowing and I wanted you here!!!!  How I miss bringing you coffee in the morning and our talks!!!!!

Hola daddy!!!  I am always thinking about you and missing you soooo much!!!    I wish you were still here physically.  I need to hold your hand and hear your voice so bad!!!!There is so much I want to hear you say.  Tell me you are happy and with your mom.  Tell me you love me and miss me as much as I do you!!!!     Amo il mio papà!!!!!!

My tattoo in honor of you daddy!!!

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